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finally, i found e time to update my blog. my hse com was down. woohoo ~ O lvl is finally over. but i guess, i shouldnt hold high hopes on my results. wad can a person score without studying and understand e topics at all ? i wonder. but at least, i pray hard tat i would not fail badly. sigh. although O lvl is over, yet, e burden on my shoulder isnt let go. find job is another challenge. yea, i should not be rotting at home. well, it hard to find job wib ur expected pay nowadays. and, somemore, i'm damn lazy. after O lvl, i'm slacking my life and time throughout. sleep, went frenz hse, eat is all i did. feel so sian of my life. i wanna work earn money.wad is love exactly ? i getting blur of it. every relationship, outsiders wun noe. how abt mine ? a pretty cover page does not mean e story was beautiful and lovely, it may hab some ugly truth inside. well, how do i derserve to be treated ? with care ? with warm ? i dunnoe. if reali broken up. isit reali my fault ? who noe how am i feeling ? who noe my secret and wad i hab gone through. e pain, e heart breaks. sometimes, i jus need a simple hug. jus bc0s you think tat it is not important, so it does not matter ? sigh. my heart is gonna be dead. lots and lots of things to say in my heart. yet, using words is undescribeable. wad am i to you ? i done my part in salvage e relationship. am i still attitude ? am i still childish ? am i still unreasonable ? yes, i admit, SOMETIMES. but why cant you be e one who are ? why always me ? you always right and i always wrong, tat e logic and fact to you. you nvr reflect wad you did. pushing all e blames to me. hais.再美的故事，也有结局。 就算再舍不得，也没有用。当你已经不知道自己是谁是， 当你失去自我是， 当你无依无靠是，你的心即将随着时间慢慢死去。千言万语在我心中， 开心， 愤怒， 伤心， 我能找谁倾诉？Labels: i need care.
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About me: i'm attached and being love deeply by my boyf. I enjoy freedom and easily being cheer up with jus sweeties ! 
