saturday went paya lebar there find boyf. after tat, went buy octopus ball and kfc. e night market was damn cramp lahs. so hot too. me and boyf was having bickering. l0lols, we are damn lame. after tat, cab back auntie hse. play mahjong for e whole night. well. i'm energetic. went home in e sunday morning. watch show till 4 plus. finally, was too tired and so my eyes was close and soon, fallen into my dreamland. wake up at 10 plus, call boyf. but he kept ask me to sleep. so i went. i was quite disappointed wib him. sigh.

i overslept todae, so didnt went school. i slept for 18 hrs in total. i not purposely wan skip school. think teacher called me. boyf say until i purposely dun wanna go. fine l0r. having quarrel wib him. sometimes, i reali wonder, did he reali believe me. he jus kept doubting my words. saying i broke my promises. yeah. i did broke it. he nvr break his promises before. well, he onli n0e how to say me but not himself. wad ever. i'm too angry to blog anything now. byes !

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yeah, finally i'm done up with my blog. so fcuk up when doing it. damn blogger. anyway, having english and geography papers on tuesday. e english passage was -.-'' hard plus e combination of e question = flunked ! same with geography. i see no hope in my prelim. most subject sure 100% flunked ! wed maths and physic paper. maths was surprisingly quite easy, but no time to finish. physic paper was e most hard paper i ever did. i didnt even noe 1 questions of it man ! damn it ! everyone was complaining and groaning abt e physic paper. if got zero for it, i would not be surprised.

few days back ago, went paya lebar there derhs night market. n0e wad ? my boyf starting to play with e games down there. childish l0rhs. he's playing gun. e game sux lahs,cheating ppl money we need to shoot EXACTLY at the middle, cannot touch e boarder. dhen eat italian ice cream, i guess ? you n0e that kind of sticky ice cream that stick onto the cone ? it only $2, me and boyf thought he will do some tricks, but none of it being displayed. disappointed.

went 'JIA TOU' ytd with boyf. e food was quite nice lahs. boyf wanna buy e martell cordon blue small one with metals bar at 2 sides. it's very chio lahs. he shout $1000 but when eperson going say until e third times, ppl shout price again. $1200. so we let them. boyf went toilet, and another big martell with metals bar was being sold by $1088. it very cheap l0rhs. boyf was regretted of going to toilet that time. hahaas. no choice, we got to buy something, to protect and bless us for things to go smoothly. so in e end, we buy a martell + rice for $500. boyf jus shout out $500 whe e price only being shout till $200 plus ? dhen he keep complaining. hahaas, serve him right ! dh cab back auntie hse mahjong. todae no exam = no school = holiday ! but was doing blog whole day.

guys, pls motivate me to study. i keep slacking. sigh.

well, i'm tired, going take a nap and meet boyf for dinner.

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yeah, i am here to clear all spider web hanging ard my blog. didnt post for such a long time. partly bc0s of i am watching drama, lazy, not at home, and do bit of revision.

last thursday having my english oral. well, i was scared. i was e first. but e oral quite easy, jus tat i got too nervous and forgetting things i wanna say. but overall, i got confidence i will pass it ! well, i also gotten back my O lvl chinese. sigh. disappointment. well, cant blame anyone. who ask me before e exams still go out ton till falling asleep during it. get B3 for it. well, going retake. i fcuking hate it l0rhs. my teacher compare my result with one got C5 one. irritating. say i didnt go for intensive sop result so LOUSY ! wtf. get B3 still lousy. ass. she still tell mewaste my time, fcuk l0rhs. nvm, heart found a console by other teachers. i am persistance and determined to do well.

prelim start todae. and i going flunked my SS for sure. i leave my essay question out as i didnt bring my file home. sian ! tmr geography, gib up ! english was hard too. stressed out. but yet, i am still like jelly fish. i still alot everday. 15 hrs plus of sleep or more. sigh ! e more i sleep, e tired i am. wondering how am i going to do for my prelim.

and, i miss my sistax lots. they are my pillar of strength sometimes without i realising it. yeahs, i miss e laughter they brought me. i miss e past. i miss e funny act of huiying and yishi. sigh ! i promised, i will make time to go out.

well, qad and me was struggling. let's work hard. i swear, i will do my best and reali study chem and f&n as these two subject teacher are very nice and encouraging to me.

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prelim gonna coming, yet, i'm still slacking. wad ever, i am simply hopeless. sigh ! tis whole week, nvr go school for 4 days, except wed. -.-'' bc0s i am not feeling well in the first 2 days. thur nvr go bc0s i overslept. todae didnt go bc0s waste of time to me. watching concert and parade.

who dun wanna study well ? it need hard work and persistance. but i am jus lacking of all those. was staying at home every day to rot. sigh ! gonna pull myself up ! no mood to blog, going out soon.

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well, went prawning wib boyf on tuesday night. i onli can say, now, ECP prawning was suck. prawn so little. therefore, we broke a record of onli fish up 4 prawns in 2 hrs. clap clap* was challenging wib him see who fish up more, in e end, non party won. after cab home.

wed, stay back to do coursework, but left earlier. no mood to do, plus saw a sight of ppl i dun like. yucks ! well, was msging him alot. he my best frenz ever in smsing. he is caring. AND QAD HELP ME IN MY MISCROSOFT WORD ! thks her mans !

thursday, stay back for coursework again. well, i stay till 6 plus. till school close. walked home. on my way home, a ITE guy come took no. from me. i say dun wan. i thought tis reject would drove im off and gib up. but he still follow me ! wtf ? he follow me till i reach my block downstair, left me wib no choice but to gib him. dhen he msg me. when i didnt reply him like 10 minutes, he would keep sending me msges. saw yishi when we go eat, while chatted awhile wib her. miss her alot. while, ytd go ah siang's hse, he still msg me. dhen i didnt reply, he called at ard 12 plus when i wib my boyf. resulted quarrel between me and him. sorry dear, i lied somehow, but i reali dunn0e who called. it is not called from him, but is other person. sorry to him, being misunderstood by my boyf, hope everything peace.

msg boyf in e morning. still in cold war. i feel fcuking uncomfortable. dhen e guy still msg me. i was so fcuk up. i told QAD abt everything. so she say she will reply for me. you n0e wad, i would not result to tis if i was reali pissed off. he ask untill so detail. my life, my love, my sex life, everything ! like as if, he was my mummy or daddy. so QAD jus send him a msg say tat 'i found you irritating' yet he still reply saying ' i ask you questions you find me irritating? sorry'. wahs, me and QAD say he will power and determination so strong. dhen we reply say 'can you stop msging me' and he still reply. till i'm reali pissed off i say, i'm attached. dhen he change view of me. saying wad i'm indecent all tat. does alot of ex mean e girl is indecent ? crap right ? i was so angry as i felt humilated. wtf l0rhs, how can he comment on me. he say, a leopard wun change its spot. nb, i'm not tat kind of girl seriously l0rhs, guy is alway guy, onli say good when n0e ppl dun hab boyf. forget it. i think, i hab vent my anger on him too, cos he was e reason why me and boyf quarrel. i regret of giving him my no. i should perserve. nvm, i learned my lesson. i sleep till midnight. woken up by boyf msg.

went down find him. c0s, i reali dun wanna gib up. saw him, dunn0e wad to say, jus hugged him and cried. a hug is more dhen millons of words said. dhen we are fine lia0s. i leaned my mistake from tis.

ohhs well, being chased out of class bc0s i didnt do my maths corrections. nvm, i see no point doing tat. teacher nowaday are biased. and looked ppl down. all teacher looked down on our class. i hate it. despise us ? and we will despise those teachers ! onli likes good students ? go ahead and leave us alone dhen. fcuk it. i thought teachers must be fair and square ? wad ever, i'm gonna work hard, dun wanna being despise. QAD ! let's work hard. and are ur AUGUST better ?! my august start well by being fine wib boyf lia0s, hope something good happen to you too ! love !

dear, i dun wanna lose you, i wun do things tat she does before, trust me, trust e love wib hab. gonna 1 yrs lia0s, and i'm still counting.

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