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Thursday, July 31, 2008♥ |
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went school as usual. during pe, take height i weight. i grow taller and FATTER ! time to slim down. i was tired. very tired. recently, been trouble over all tis stupid things i caused. i feel sorry and guilty over those ppl. i sincerely apologise and shall make e end of it by step out of it. i'm unwilling to as i n0e i will regret. but. i dun wan continuing hurting ppl. i rather bear all e pain myself. ): i will b strong. Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry If You Really Love Something Set It Free. Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You, Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before. If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you, Forget who hurt you yesterday, Love can make you happy but often times it hurts, Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever. The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, No pleassure, no expressions just an illusion of what should of but wasnt. I hate you for not letting me have you. Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, The day you finally decide to love me will be the day I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody I had a dream and it was about you ... 我的心,渴望你的爱.但那是永远不可能的事. Labels: my heart longs for ur love. Blogged @ 3:17 PM |
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008♥ |
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my body aching everywhere. after school still nid go dance. i was weak. my head damn pain. i cant take it anymore. i wanna rest. g0t e intention to skip cca. but still drag myself go. after tat went home and rest dhen go down hawker eat. although i am super duper hungry, but no appetite eat. ): wad is love ?! it is something so deep, so unfathomable, so sweet. no one can do without love,for loves gives supreme fulfilment in one's life. everything hab change. i regret my doings. deeply regret. i sorrie causing all tis embarrassing and confusing between everyone. sigh ! everything start wib my feeling. hate myself lots and tons. ytd, is a hard time i control myself not to cry infront of them. after they are gone. things happen. handphone drop into drain. thks leonard for helping me get it. after tat, cried. cant stop till ah bee make me laugh. thks ah bee too. thks darling for accompany me too. iloveyougirl,. hope we wun drift apart anymore. i cant imagine without you. (: i will b strong. i will settle it. i will back out. i will forget him. ): love hurts me deeply Labels: wad should i do ? Blogged @ 2:30 PM |
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008♥ |
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arghs ! suay todae ! come period, stained till skirt, so cant go recess ! hungry ! later still got 2.4 Skm run at stadium. so lazy go. -.-'' but bo bian. sigh ! was tired after e run. lame. when went kfc eat wib QAD. a guy take no. from me during his work. i nvr gib. so zzz. dhen he still malay. malay is okay but very odd. l0lols. went stadium and run. i CHEATED ! i run 4 round instead of 6 ! hahaas (: timing onli 13.54. whoots ! i almost fainted. i so weak ! after tat went home, play awhile mahjong dhen going down hawker eat. i so tired now. going sleep. (: omqqs. todae ' confessed' to him. he noe how i feel. nth come from him. i nid answer. but dun dare ask. wad should i d0 ?! i so confused, i scared things will change, sigh ! Labels: unlucky yet lucky. Blogged @ 9:55 AM |
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Monday, July 28, 2008♥ |
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after so many day of rest, i think my emotion now are fine. hahaas. thks for being so patient wib me nowadays frenz. iloveyouguyslot. went school as usual. school so sian. nth to do. went home dhen go eat wib kor, ah bee and ah wee. they bluff me say go eat katong nasi lemak. end up go aljunied eat. zzz. after tat went ah bee hse play mahjong. dhen went hawker eat, dhen went home play mahjong again. recently keep playing mahjong. zzz. -.-'' a guy live at my storey so cute ! omqqs. shall not b so crazy over guy ! i act as if i not sad cos i dun wan ppl to worry, sometimes it so hard to control my feeling. i wish you were b by my side. ): Labels: mood are good ? Blogged @ 9:50 AM |
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Sunday, July 27, 2008♥ |
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ytd was too tired. fall asleep. so nvr go cycling wib them. somemore, no drivers. mayb i miss e fun, but during sleep. i think of nth. gib me a break, go next time, sorrie jiemin for nvr go. (: how am i going to confessed i like him ?! it seem easy yet so hard. sigh ! Labels: wad to do ? Blogged @ 9:46 AM |
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Saturday, July 26, 2008♥ |
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arghs ! filming are tired. damn tired. we are involved in a filming call e MAN VS MACHINE ! because of tis, hab to work up at 6++. zzz. i still so sleepy, but overall its was fun. we retake alot of scene tat can b improved on. YISHI ! she accidentally push e door and bang my head. its was damn pain ! ): it was swollen. but luckily not OBVIOUS ! it was painnnnnn. ): after e filming, went home play mahjong till7+ dhen go hawker. its was dead silent. everyone seem to hab their own problems. so sian, so went home. mayb later went cycling. i sorrie. i apologise. i didnt wanna spoilt anyone mood. i jus dunn0e why recently keep having mood swing. i dunn0e why i so unreasonable and childish minded too. i being crazy. but i will adjust my feeling and mood. i b fine soon ! i GOTTA TO B FINE ! GOGOGO ! crystal, nowadays, is true tat we are drifting apart somehow. somethings are kept within our heart and we nvr sae put to each other tat make us in tis situation. i noe, we gotta b truthful, tat keep a true friendship going. but trust me. something i dun wanna sae its partly because of me and protecting you from having a dilemma and mayb hurt ?! so i hope you understand. we will gone through tis obstacles tgt right ?!   wad happen to me ?! Labels: smile. Blogged @ 1:09 PM |
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Friday, July 25, 2008♥ |
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bet me ! i tired after ytd NAFA and todae dance practice. recently me, jus like a pig ! keep sleeping and sleeping. sorrie to you guys ! especially to crystal.i keep falling asleep, so nvr go down. and i wun do something tat hurt myself. (: dun worry. ur life now are beautiful, i dun wanna disrupt ur life. let all thing and memories b e end. i'm tired. you are indirectly hurting me but you didnt realise it. i dun blame you. we are so close yet so far. i like e we are now. i dun wan because of my affection, its changes everything. i will b STRONG ! Labels: hidden affection Blogged @ 12:52 PM |
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Thursday, July 24, 2008♥ |
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arghs ! was being punish for not going NAFA ytd ! being detain and nid to write 1000 words reflction. aren't teachers are crazy ? i write 400+ words and pass up. lucky, he let us go. after school, nid report to re-test. my whole body is aching. i hardly do any exercise. tat e reason why i grew fatter and fatter. time to slim down, if not overweight. i sound so exaggerate. i going to watch tv. at night mayb going down meeting crystal. there a sorrow behind every smile i do. but i wun show out my sadness. AND ! CRYSTAL ! i wun tell you who i reali like/love. time will reveal it. hahaas. dun keep plain guessing. (: Aloha wau ia oi Labels: i'm happy Blogged @ 5:11 PM |
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008♥ |
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sigh ! ytd nights, i cry. i'm tired of everything ! who can understand me ?! mayb i not e worst situation in tis world. but fortunate ppl cant understand how i feel unless they been through it. its left a very very deep scar in my heart. sigh ! i wish to die. tis world is making me tired, sad, emo. i eat alot panadol, drinking detergent, wad ever silly ways i can think of. but in e end, i am hurting myself. HUANG PEISHAN SHALL B STRONG FROM NOW ON ! SHE NOT A WEAKLING ! went school, keep falling asleep as its was raining. so nice to sleep. yawn ! decide to pon NAFA again. it so unfair can ?! simply we nvr go stadium hab to re-test all. wth. whoots. i fall asleep while watching tv again. recently, i so tired, stressed up ! arghs ! my mum's cooking was nice. super duper like her fried rice, but not salty enough ! I EATEN 3 LARGE BOWL ! (: went down hawker. mostly was emoing. dhen after awhile went 57. e atmosphere was odd. so went home early and hab my beauty sleep. i will forget you, forgetting every memories we hab. no matter how hard, i will forget you. you forever wun b mine, so i dun wanna hab high hopes. sigh ! s'ayapo Labels: b strong Blogged @ 4:30 PM |
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008♥ |
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i was tired recently, went school us usual. decide to skip NAFA as we already taken. so fcuk, no nid go stadium nid to re-take all. crazy teachers ! went home, watch tv till haf way, fall asleep. zzz. -.-'' phone so irritating, keep ringing. l0lols. then went down hawker. i lost my courage to say ' i love you' anymore. things hab come tis far, and its shall end. you nvr notice how hurt i am. i am jus an outside, i simply cant get ur attention. i hab enough. ): watashi ai shiteru Labels: attention seeker Blogged @ 6:59 AM |
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Monday, July 21, 2008♥ |
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arghs ! todae such a nice weather to sleep. too bad. hab to go school. keep falling asleep in school. zzz. wad hab gotten on to me nowaday ?! a weird weird feeling come across and stay in my heart. and its does not seem to b fading or gone. its seem growing stronger and stronger. is tis love ?! but i doubt it, a dun even noe who i love. how could i say it love ?! tat simply ridiculous right ?! 每天都有一种冲动与强烈的感觉想要见到你. 你是我呼吸的理由. Labels: love simply hurt. Blogged @ 3:55 PM |
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Sunday, July 20, 2008♥ |
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HAPPY BDAE TO SIM KIAT SENG ! (: went cycling ytd now. alot of arguments and unhappiness. but none of them wanna show out. but it was fun overall. i did enjoy myself. changi was so far from our hse. went OCH ! lame larhs. walk in awhile dhen come out lia0s -.-'' but is SCARY ! it damn dark ! dhen rode to tampiness dhen back chup lao. we still went swimming after tat. l0lols. recently do so many exercise. lucky, mostly i was being lobang. it was tiring when a rode, JUS ONLI A SHORT DISTANCE ! i am weak. ): i was tired. going sleep. 每个人的心中都会有一个不可告人的秘密. 而我的秘密, 会让我心痛与痛苦. 没有人能谅解, 为何我的命运如此坎坷. 这秘密, 在我的心理, 流下阴影与伤痕. 伤痕累累的我该如何去面对与克服? 我累了,真的累了! ): Labels: depression Blogged @ 3:45 PM |
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Saturday, July 19, 2008♥ |
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ytd went down to multi carpark play BEE BEE BOMB. is fun larhs. leonard idiot call me come out dhen i tio caught -.-'' dhen play police and thief, me and crystal was e catcher. wahhs. so tired larhs, e space so BIG. my legs wan treambling. someone. i sprained my ankles. but its fun after all. idiot jianhua RUN SO FAST. but manage to catch him 1 TIME ! zzz. dhen went hawker drink water and home sweet home. todae, kena wake up by aunt. zzz. dhen tio nag. l0lols. going BBQ and cycling later. (: Labels: its fun Blogged @ 4:41 PM |
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Friday, July 18, 2008♥ |
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went school as usual. nth speacial happen in school. after school, send qin ai de to bus stop ans sui bian meet crytal. after tat went CCA. crystal so idiotic, still msg me, HAPPY DANCING ! zzz. wth l0rhs. her dance lesson was kidda boring. i dun think her dance look nice. after tat went home and bath dhen go down again. Labels: meaningless life Blogged @ 4:38 PM |
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quiz requested to do by LAI XIAO ZI 1. The person who last tag you is: - crystal 2. Your relationship with him/her is: - best frenz 3. Your five impression of him/her: - kind - lame - caring - helpful - crazy 4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: - celebrate my bdae 5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: - iloveyou ( she alway there for me ) 6.If he/she become your lover, you will: - IMPOSSIBLE 7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: - nth, its is IMPOSSIBLE 8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: - sad 9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: - dunn0e. h9pe so wun 10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: - hope she get her happiness 11. Your overall impression of him/her is: - good 12. How you think people around you will feel about you? i dunn0e. ask them l0rhs. 13. The characters you love of yourself are - nth i guess 14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: - attitude 15. The most ideal person you want to be is: - understanding, caring and sweet 16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: - thks all for being there for me 17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you: 1. CRYSTAL 2. yishi 3. baoyu 4. evelyn 5. shiguan 6. jolene 7. jian hua 8. kelvin 9. weitong 10. jisheng 18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? - nobidy 19. Is no.9 a male or female? - male 20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? - IMPOSSIBLE ! they not gay 22. What is no.2 studying about? - huh ?! 23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? erm, ard 1 weeks ? 24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? - i dunn0e. 25. Does no.1 have any siblings? - yes 26. Will you woo no.3? - l0lols. i not les 27. How about no.7? - NO ! we jus frenz 28. Is no.4 single? - should b 29. What is the surname of no.5? - KWEK 30. What 's the hobby of no.4? - Dancing? 31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? - they dunn0e each other 32. Where is no.2 studying at? macpherson sec 33. Talk something casually about no.1: - she is kind. 34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? - err. last time. 35. Where does no.9 live at? - blk 87. beside my blk 36. What colour does no.4 like? - nvr ask her. 37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend? - frenz onli barhs 38. Does no.1 have any pets? - no. 39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? - no. 40. What is no. 10 doing now? - emoing ?! Labels: survey Blogged @ 4:14 PM |
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Thursday, July 17, 2008♥ |
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yawn ~ i was tired. ytd play mahjong wib kor, ah wee, SHU SHU , crystal and daddy. hahaas. they play until so cute larhs. finish all games at 1++. so tired so went sleep. morning. ALMOST CANT WAKE UP. luckily, dumb dumb msg me. ilovehim l0ts and misshim. went school as usual nth happen. sigh ! tmr hab comtem. humphs ! must drag myself go. My heart is yours, take care of it. Its fragil and it can easily be broken. Labels: will its b a fairy tales ? Blogged @ 5:19 PM |
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008♥ |
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jus wake up from my dreams. wake up late, so didnt go school. sigh ! my eyes sight so blur nowadays. my kor say i short sighted. -.-'' ytd wen cycling wib usuals. (: its reali fun although THINGS happen. e breeze so cold ~~ treamblinggggg. going tnet sing K ! crystal, dun think so much. you jus scaring urself and us. its reali nth. mayb i cant understand ur situation, as not i hab been going through, but no matter wad, we b there for you as long as you nid us. and its not reali ur fault ! think in a bright sight ! iloveyou, stay strong. 我很想你, 不知从何时开始. 你已渐渐的走进我的心, 控制着我的喜怒哀乐. 我期待我们再次相遇.     你会爱我吗 ? Labels: night life is LOVED Blogged @ 5:03 PM |
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008♥ |
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ytd, went grandlink sing K. but dunn0e why, mood wasnt jus right. the atmosphere was cold. many things jus happen, without our realise and attention. cab home as we lazy walk. thks SHU SHU larhs. he very things also pay for us. went school, lucky mr ho nvr scold us. dunn0e why also. kidda surprised he didnt scold, is he being baised or ?! its left me a BIG QUESTION MARK on my head. end school at 12.50 and went home. i was rotting at home n0w. sigh ! nth keep me busy. alot homework to do. guys, i do appreciate ur comments. but dun act one like very understand me. you not me, you dunn0e wad happening ard me. and when you are saying ppl. pls, think of ur personality. if you are just as worst, dun gib me or tell me my weakness. and i dun hab small kid's temper. its ATTITUDE okay. i dun think his comment make sense, as i think you are jus as worst as me. sometimes is not my fault and dun blame it on me. DUN RANK UP E PAST ! NOW IS NOW ! dun live in e past. ppl does change. ppl did hab attitude. and rmb. i still small. ALL MY MIND AND FOCUSSED IS ON STUDIES AND RELATIONSHIP ! so wad you think its childish ?! pls larhs. most ppl and older dhen me oso wrote abt relationship. aren't they childish too ?! maybe i small. nvr been experienced alot of things. but you also. i happy e way i am. i dun nid to change for anyone. dun sae i childish as i think you sometimes oso act like one. i blogging tis out just to say out my unspoken words. not wanting to causing any conflicts to our friendship. lastly, NO HARD FEELING ! i so sad larhs. cant go fashion bar. sigh ! i thought can meet him there. a slim hop for me. but now, is all crush okay. hais, do i reali fall in love ?! or just tat he FRESH AND NEW to me ?! i reali kidda confused. i dun wanna get hurt nor hurt anyone. i feel like banging my head. 我到底爱谁? Labels: unspoken words Blogged @ 2:29 PM |
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Monday, July 14, 2008♥ |
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yawn ~ iie slept ferr 15 hrs plus, was tired okay. went school as usual, nth speacial. was a boring dae. g0rrt alot homework tuuh do, and iie SKIP MYIIE REMEDIAL. going die tmr. waiting ferr crystal come home and meet miie later. 有些话我不说,是等你去了解. 但我真的没耐心. 等的越久,我心里的上就越深. 我到低该怎么样才好? 我累了 ! ): Labels: wad should iie do ? Blogged @ 3:38 PM |
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Sunday, July 13, 2008♥ |
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went hawker ytd and everyone was treating miie and crystal transparent. n0rrt even a word ' HI' wth ? so miie and crystal go walk walk. dhen go 57 slack. saw they all. iie was lyke so SUAY ! went back hawker find ahkiat they all and drink martel. arghs ! iie drink so little. iie g0rrt e thought tuuh drink till drunk. mayb iie was in a very very bad mood. things wasnt jus right tis few daes. iie feel h0peless. kelvin suggest went east coast riding bike. everyone agree and we go home preparing ourselves. AH BEE WAS A DANGEROUS DRIVER ! but his bike so nice tuuh sit. can fall asleep sitting tat. hahaas. went east c0ast dhen jetty. ah kiat was soooo crazy, ride so fast and nvr wait ferr us. dunn0e wads troubling him. slack and took some pic, e moon was nice. after tat. they suggest go tanah merah. dhen iie QUARREL WIB SOMEONE ! ehhs. pls, in e first place we already sae who's gonna lobang. dun gib miie ATTITUDE or wad. and iie didnt KP euui ! dhen went tuuh tanah merah, iie enjoy playing wib e dogs there okay. they reali cute. dhen rode back tuuh chup lao. on e way back, myiie kor rode across a rat, damn SUAY okay. tat place was still HAUNTED. its issh where ppl chop off head during japanese occupation. sooo SCARY ! they rode very very fast back. arghs ! iie still hab CIP at CC ! cant sleep. e CIP was n0rrt fun larhs. was BEING FORCED ! stand there sauna sia. l0lols. but after 1 hrs plus. change shift and iie went off playing whole dae. hahaas. iie was a SLACKER ! (: kelvin they all wanna go grandlink play pool. even if iie go there, iie oso rotting. and iie tired, b UNDERSTANDING. bath lers gonna sleep hey, pls, dun expect ppl tuuh tolerate ur attitude. iie admit iie oso g0rrt. but iie was jus better dhen euui. treat ppl well and ppl treat euui well too. dun think everyone can tolerate ur tootpid attitude. we aren't born tuuh b treat lyke tis.    爱是什么滋味? Labels: disappointed Blogged @ 3:20 PM |
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Saturday, July 12, 2008♥ |
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finally wake up. sleep ferr so long. hahaas. iie think iie gonna rot at home todae. iie lazy go out, and lying on myiie bed ferr so long. tmr still hab CIP ! lalala ~ iie was bored and gonna crazy. iie went go OUT ! iie wan go CLUBBING ! shall we ? ( <-- tuuh crystal ) 心啊. 你到底爱谁? 你到底在想些什么. 如果我说爱你,你会怎样? Labels: mend myiie heart, will euui ? Blogged @ 6:23 PM |
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Friday, July 11, 2008♥ |
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yawn ~ iie was tired. iie onli slept ferr 2 hrs + hard tuuh drag myself from waking up. so decide tuuh skip CCA and went home sleep. ytd ISSH A NIGHTMARE ! kana drag down by CRYSTAL tuuh hawker dhen after went grandlink play pool. at hawker, myiie KOR FIND TILL ONE PERFUME ! omqqs. ITS SMELL DAMN 'NICE' TOOTPID AH QIANG SPRAY AT MYIIE CLOTHES ! iie will RMB IT ! next time HE GONNA BE DEAD ! wakakaas. went grandlink onli go there ROT ! after tat, walk tuuh hawker and crystal went home. iie thought lewis was drunk. so very scared of him. he come play wib miie. IIE CRY ! LOLS ! its reali frightening larhs. shall n0rrt sae much. going sleep. sleepy moddeee . 你了解我的心 ? 好希望你是. 我不知道,也不确定我是不是喜欢上你了. 想你的心可能是我的呼吸的理由. 我爱上他了? Labels: wad am iie thinking ? Blogged @ 8:45 PM |
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Thursday, July 10, 2008♥ |
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went school as per normal. ALMOST LATE ! arghs ! iie was angry ! they didnt tell miie recess go THEIR CLASS ! iie was alone at canteen. but nvm ! aiiya iie hab nth tuuh blog. online tok tuuh ex manager, she so cute larhs. working and chatting on same time. iiemissher lots. should find her somedae. (: she ask miie add myiie ex in msn. but iie sae there no point. frankly speaking. iie feeling lyke adding. but very odd larhs. he went malaysia. but dunn0e coming back singapore anot. sigh ! 爱情到底是什么,让人如此心痛,也如此开心.爱上一个不爱你的人好辛苦.被一个你不爱的人爱你就好烦.我该如何做? 我也希望找到一个我爱的人,他也爱我. 我不要再一次经历过痛苦,我累了. 我并不开心, 谁了解我? 我想如果能让我再次遇见你,我想我会爱上你. CLUBBING！ＣＲＹＳＴＡＬ！我也很想他．他会爱我吗？会属于我吗？会伤害我吗？我们会有将来吗？这些问题谁能回答我．也许，我错过他了． thks HIM ! iie reali did feel better. urs words are myiie medicine ! iiemissyou ! meet up soon. 我好想你的！ Labels: will he b back ? Blogged @ 2:48 PM |
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008♥ |
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went tuuh school as usual. iie was very very tired. as last nites iie stay at hawker till12++ yawn ~ was damn boring larhs. they keep bully ah qiang. l0lols ! ah qiang was drunk larhs. he walk lyke a snakeee. (: after school went dance, myiie back so pain arhs. sigh ! back home nth tuuh do. watching tv keep falling asleep. zzz. iie bath lers going sleep soon. 我到底在想些什么？感觉自己好迟钝．心很乱很烦！我需要时间冷静！ sorrie ah bee larhs. iie reali too tired tuuh go down. ): understand miie larhs. 我渴望有个肩膀依靠！ Labels: iiemisshim Blogged @ 7:45 PM |
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008♥ |
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HAPPI BDAE TUUH 2nd kor ! althought we n0rrt close, but still wishing euui larhs. h0pe everything will b fine ferr euui. awww.. iie was fcuking tired, bc0s mayb of myiie mood. iie try tuuh b happi and cheerful okay guys ?! iie promised. let those SADNESS GO AWAY AND BRING IN HAPPINESS ! (: mummy. its n0rrt worth it. dun cherish a person who dun reali cherish euui. no matter h0w good he hab been tuuh euui, its issh past, HAO MA BU CHI HUI TAO CAO ! understand ?! iie wish tuuh see euui happi okay ! smile (: myiie kor kor bdae celebration was so much fun. iie nvr been laughing and having fun so much before tat. its reali brighten up myiie mood. iloveyouguys ! crystal ! very happy oso arhs ?! hahaas. BDAE KISS ! BDAE KISS ! hahaas. its EVER FIRST TIME iie celebrate tgt wib them. who reali understand wad am iie reali thinking ?! euui thinking something very easy dun bothered or dun care ?! words are easily said dhen done. sigh ! iie jus wish a shoulder tuuh lean on. iie am tired. ): and thks ferr those who beenard there ferr miie. iie reali love euui guys lots. nvr b seperated no matter wad okay ?! tat our promised ! iloveyougirls !     Labels: promised ? Blogged @ 3:32 PM |
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Monday, July 7, 2008♥ |
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e clubbing wasnt reali fun ferr miie. c0s OF HIS MSG ! sigh ! iie sorrie being so harsh tuuh him, but but.. iie reali being IRRITATED ! iie nvr dance wib alot of guys. its so sian larhs. myiie guy nvr take no. but instead CRYSTAL WENT TUUH TAKE FERR MIIE ! omqqs. so paiseh larhs. -.-'' tis iie sure. iie wun msg him till he msg miie. no point giving miie his NO. ! huiying first time clubbing, althought she shy, but SHE CUTE ! (: its VERY HOT DOWN THERE ! shall n0rrt sae so detailed ! and iie hab n0rrt much mood tuuh write too.        Labels: am iie in love ? Blogged @ 3:17 PM |
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Sunday, July 6, 2008♥ |
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wake up ard 9+. nvr so e tnet activities ! as jiemin oso late wake up. went crystal hse help her do project. in e end. iie jus CONCENTRATE ON SEEING MYIIE MV ! sorrie crystal, nvr been so much help. dhen he mum treat miie eat STRAWBERRY ! so BIG ! its yummy ! dhen went home prepared go clubbing dhen went meet crystal vic and baoyu, dhen tgt go find huiying, jiemin and yishi. WHOOTS ! shake it ! SHAKE OFF UR TROUBLES ! iie h0pe he wun msg miie. IIE PRAY !  Labels: SHAKE OFF TROUBLE Blogged @ 3:06 PM |
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Saturday, July 5, 2008♥ |
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todae issh performance dae. wake up ard 9 plus brush up and meet nuer and keeli go mac eat. dhen went school make up. e make up issh nicer dhen last time. EVELYN DUNNOE HOW TIED HAIR ! iie HER 3rd TRY ! lucky, its turned out nice. she so proud of tat. (: went suntec and coincidence, iie saw vic and his stead. we were damn nervous and scared. e stage was small and many of us KEEP BANG TILL EACH OTHER ! and iie g0tten a SLAP ! omqqs. iie h0pe e audience enjoy larhs. went shopping and eat dhen home sweet home. wash hair ferr ard 30 mins. still g0rrt GLITER ! iie so tired. going sleep soon. TMR CLUBBING ! Labels: clubbing mood Blogged @ 7:15 PM |
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Friday, July 4, 2008♥ |
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HAPPI BDAE TUUH LEWIS LIM ! todae F&N cook SUSHI ! first time. its turned out n0rrt reali very nice as iie thought, e rice teacher gib was SUX ! school too poor. l0lols. eat sushi during english lesson wib sze yee, SHE KEEP SAE SHE DO ONE NICER ! g0rrt tuuh try it somedae. wakakaas. went dance after school and practice and brush up. h0pe tmr performance will turned out fine. iie so NERVOUS ! omqqs. iie was tired. whole week nvr once go home early. sigh ! iie kidda pissed off wib euui. euui n0e euui kidda IRRITATING ?! euui keep forced miie tuuh b tgt wib euui. everytime mistaken myiie words and iie hab tuuh explain everything and same thing all over and over again. zzz. iie dun meet euui alone. euui will sae iie dun wan meet euui or thinking tat euui are horrible. PLS ! tat n0rrt onli apply tuuh euui. TUUH OTHER GUYS too ! everytime ask miie dun msg euui, dhen ownself come msg miie ?! wtf ?! iie n0e n0w we are currently frenz, but iie jus h0pe tat, our relationship will always b frenz. euui simply n0rrt myiie TYPE. euui dun understand wad iie wan, and euui oso wun b happi if we get tgt. 不要避我,我的心很乱 Labels: dun force miie Blogged @ 8:45 PM |
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Thursday, July 3, 2008♥ |
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went school as usual. kana caught FINGER NAILS ! zzz. iie dun wanna CUT ! ): sigh ! went detention after tat. iie reali dunn0e wad tuuh do. myiie feeling was so MIX UP ! iie didnt wanna make a decision tat will cause both hurt. iie jus wan LOVE CARE CONCERN AND SECURE ! but iie dunn0e will euui b able tuuh do tat. iie feel tat our life issh different, iie love CLUBBING ! FREEDOM ! can euui accept myiie life ?! even euui can, but euui wun b happi. gib up on miie better. sigh ! iie CONFUSED ! Labels: simple love issh wad iie wan Blogged @ 6:25 PM |
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Wednesday, July 2, 2008♥ |
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arghs ! late ferr school todae. iie so tired larhs. ytd pei them till late. sleep in class. zzz. sigh ! g0rrt 2 detentions ! Labels: sleeping Blogged @ 6:21 PM |
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008♥ |
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arghs ! iie am tired. myiie body aching all over. later still hab tuuh meet kor camp mate. hahaas. crystal sae his issh a DESPO ! l0lols. after dance went home bath and meet crystal. dhen went tnet look ferr them. he so SHY ?! he nvr tok tuuh miie AT ALL ! dhen myiie kor and him went home. they wanted go GRANDLINK BUT NVR and come find US ! myiie kor wanna tok tuuh crystal but nth tuuh tok abt. he so LOUSY ! l0lols. crystal pick up his phone he didnt n0e. saw jianhua and went hawker eat again. they eat ALOT MAN ! omqqs. dhen his frenz sae wan send miie home alone. zzz. so paiseh sia. Labels: who iie reali lyke ? Blogged @ 6:12 PM |
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