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Sunday, August 31, 2008♥ |
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sleep till afternoon, wake up awhile, dhen fall back into dreamland again. zzz. dhen being wake up by ah qiang they all play mahjong. so lame right ?! dhen yishi msg me ask me go clubbing at PLAY ! omqqs, i wanna go. but as we alway drag till last minutes, and bc0s of dun wanna pangseh ppl, so didnt go and oso no much mood go. arghs ! i hope i wun regret my decision ! after they play finish mahjong, suggestion of going ride bike to bedok jetty. i go bc0s of someone. hahaas, i so wei da h0r ?! sarcrify my BEAUTY SLEEP ! Labels: holiday is so bored. Blogged @ 1:41 PM |
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Saturday, August 30, 2008♥ |
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wee ! holiday is here again. during tis holiday. i must make good use of my time ! study study study ! mood wasnt good, keep quarreling wib someone. decide went to tampines and watch 4bia wib 9 ppls including me. omqqs, its scary mans ! kor was so idiotic larhs. keep covering his ears cause he sitting in between of 2 gals. wakakaas. we shouted and screamed. its damn loud noise. they say e movie not scary but our voice. wth... whoots ! its nice after all. wanna watch ghost movie again. [: after tat went eat dhen cab home and sleep. i so tired. yawn ~~ Labels: scareming at e top of voices. Blogged @ 1:36 PM |
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Boy: Baby, we need to talk. Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean? Boy: Something has come up... Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad? Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby. Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much. Boy: Baby, are you there?? Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?? Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it.. Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me. Boy: I'm leaving... Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you. Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away. Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here. Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away. Girl: I can't believe this. [FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiouslyERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off thedamn phone!! (And hangs up).] Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad. Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go. Boy: Would you run away with me? Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me! Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess.. Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on. Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving onflight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now. Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park. Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes. [They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he givesher a note.] Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go. Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.) Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go. Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her] It says..."Erica, You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did theright thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.- Ricardo" [ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call... Friend: How are you feeling? Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me. Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something... Girl: Umm.. okay. [She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,It says:"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...Hate = Love, Never = Always, Bitch = Baby, Will not= will.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"] Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!! Friend: lol Okay but I gtg... Call me later. Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!... Erica turns the T.V. on...... [Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says. [ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good. love is nvr patience, its was made out of rush decision or actions. love nvr make us think twice. so wad exaclty is love ?! its caused ppl death, caused hurt. happiness are alway short and sweet, but e hurt tat its gib is everylasting. Labels: wad is LOVE ? Blogged @ 8:34 AM |
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Friday, August 29, 2008♥ |
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wishing all teacher HAPPY TEACHER's DAY ! whoots ! went school, tio scolded by cca teacher, but not till very jialat, phew ! dhen went dance studio change and make up get ready for perfomance. omqqs. i was so nervous. or should i say paiseh ?! idiot l0rhs, keep meeting up wib longhao they all. ken oso there. blush blush ! after tat went eat and went home. i going play maple. =x blog tmr. Labels: HAPPY TEACHER's DAY Blogged @ 4:11 PM |
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From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled. its so sweet. promise sometimes made are jus to b broken off. but, e guy does rmb. true love does not occur and found easily. if you found it, cherish it. Labels: i wish i will b e fortunate gal. Blogged @ 4:08 PM |
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Thursday, August 28, 2008♥ |
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addiction to love and romance stories. so sweet, sad, touching. same as ytd, kor didnt wake me up on time, and its rain, so nvr go school. mummy crazy, anyhow gib temper. zzz. dun wan quarrel wib her so went back sleep. teacher cor me, but didnt answer, was sleeping. tmr die, teacher sure scold till very jialat, i pray and i hope. its wun ! =( i'm weak. Labels: weakling is me. Blogged @ 4:06 PM |
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There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying..... "Just take care of my eyes dear." i'll always love you forever.. its was so touching. e guy sacrify his eyes for his loved, yet, she become ungrateful. mayb, she wasnt to blame as she dunn0e, but her bf treat her so good when she blind. treat ppl back to e way they treat you, nvr b ungrateful. regret will b you, not others. Labels: love is all abt sacrifying ? Blogged @ 4:02 PM |
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008♥ |
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todae, wake up late so didnt go school. was watching dvd whole day. ROT ! got nth to post much recently. nth fun or interesting. Labels: sian sian sian Blogged @ 3:48 PM |
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Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half. Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with. Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now. (both sigh n silence for a while) Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game Peter: Eh? What game? Tina: Erm..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think? Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months. Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go? Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now. Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home) Day 2: Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star. Day 3: They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time. Day 7: Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something. Day 25: Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed togetherfor a while. Day 67: They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek. Day 84: Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting. Day 99: They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench. 1:23 pmTina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first. Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like? Tina: Erm...Apple juice will be just fine. 1:43 pm Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her. Stranger: Is your name Tina? Tina: Yes, and may I help you? Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh. 11:51 pmDoctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket. The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said. Tina, Our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you. 11:58 Tina: (sobbing) Peter. did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back tome now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU. As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.NOTE*Tell the guy or girl that you love them beforeits too late. You never know whats going tohappen tomorrow. You never know who will beleaving you and never return sometimes, you will nvr know. a joke can spark up a true love. so, if you found you loving someone. tell him before everything was too late. Labels: nvr regret Blogged @ 3:40 PM |
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008♥ |
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(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle) Girl: Slowdown. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him) Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me. In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die. tragic things happen every now and dhen. happiness are short, hurt are forever. till e end, e guy still care for his gf, wanna her to life. but he didnt n0e, living in tis world, losing their loved ones, are harder. if me i will rather die wib loves. Labels: tragic happens every now and dhen. Blogged @ 3:04 PM |
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Monday, August 25, 2008♥ |
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todae, dun feel like going school. too tired. but still hab to drag myself go. i todae so suay, almost scold by every teacher. especially during PE. so paiseh, nvr wear pe so hab to do e acrobats. infront of 3 classes i guess. blush blush ! i wanna sleep but i n0e i will nvr wake up at night to go down. so keep myself awake and play com. i going bath and go down lerss. (: simple happiness. sweet ~ Labels: unlucky day Blogged @ 6:28 PM |
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Sunday, August 24, 2008♥ |
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ytd, went tampiness see money not enough 2. its was boring for me, although its touching. i almost fall asleep. zzz. dhen ton at meiling's hse, but cant sleep. zzz. so fan them pei me not to sleep, in e end, meiling still sleep, can see she very tired. after tat, oso slowly fall asleep. dhen went back home and stay at home. wanna go down but raining. so lazy, sorrie meiling. i wanna go cycling out of a sudden ! arghs ! Labels: exercise, i getting fat Blogged @ 6:25 PM |
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Saturday, August 23, 2008♥ |
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recently, i gonna b mad ! its so fcuking boring. arghs ! meet er zi go down hawker eat. bored bored bored. Labels: crazy Blogged @ 6:24 PM |
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Friday, August 22, 2008♥ |
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wake up, stomach pain, keep go toilet. >.<'' so didnt go school. help kor play his maple. omqqs, is so cute e maple. everything bought by mesos. hahaas. dhen after tat watch tv and sleep. nth to post recently. life's dead. Labels: i'm tired. Blogged @ 6:22 PM |
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Thursday, August 21, 2008♥ |
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arghs ! i dunn0e why recenlty i hab been so attitude. sigh ! not going down cause little ppl go down dhen will b bored. stay at home think thing better, or play maple. hahaas, i'm sorrie for those ppl i hab attitude wib. especially him. i thks him for being so patience wib me. reali i'm gald. wad reali bothering me ?! Labels: stressed Blogged @ 6:18 PM |
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008♥ |
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after school went dance, its was fun, although i was abit tired, or i should say i everyday oso tired. i sleep for 13 hrs++ lers, still tired. zzz. wth l0rhs. humphs ! after tat wetn home and go down hawker awhile and ask ah qiang lobang me back home and i watch tv. sleepy piggy. crystal, cheer up okay, i'll b missing ya lots. meet up soon. Labels: laugh is wad a wanted. Blogged @ 11:51 AM |
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008♥ |
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ytd stay up late, was watching tv. haiy0, i like pig, everyday, eat, sleep and play. zzz. exams are ard e corner. i must buck up ! HUANG PEISHAN GOGOGO ! examssss. Labels: study Blogged @ 11:50 AM |
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Monday, August 18, 2008♥ |
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hais, kinda boring &&&& fcuking tired. life is so bored. everyday do e same things. humphs ! no mood to blog. wad kind of life i wish for ?! Labels: sleeping. Blogged @ 11:48 AM |
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Sunday, August 17, 2008♥ |
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slept at 3 plus ytd. wake up 10+. watch dvd dhen rotting at home. no show todae. zzz. actually wan make sardine puff, shop not open lazy walk to ntuc buy. so in e end nvr make. i was bored. ): hais, i was confused. i scared e day will come. although i hope its will b confirm. at e same time, oso struggling wib e confirmation. sigh ! i'm lost Labels: rotting at home. Blogged @ 4:46 PM |
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Saturday, August 16, 2008♥ |
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morning went swimming. i was super duper tired after cycling. they still wan go swimming. zzz. i not strong, i'm weak. ): i keep sleeping and they keep disturbing me. so, left wib no chice hab to go. after swimming went home sleep till night. meet er zi went down eat. omqqs. dhen i saw 4-5 cockroach. i stand on e chair, scared of them ): sorrie son for pinching you. after dhen went home play mahjong. zzz. sweetness of my smile. (: Labels: happniess. Blogged @ 4:26 PM |
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Friday, August 15, 2008♥ |
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HAPPI BDAE DEARIE !! hmm, todae school was fine. after school went 7-11 pei QAD buy her prepaid card, she use so fast. zzz. dhen went back school slack at canteen awhile send QAD to her CCA room dhen went dance studio. our dance instructor was sick so didnt come and we are release earlier. supposed to meet jiemin 7.30 but i fall asleep. so ask her to went down hawker first. dhen went hawker find her dhen play beep beep boom. its was kidda fun i guess. dhen went cycling. i rode on myself. idiot, they keep say i very dangerous and slow, RAWR ! dun wan go cycling wib them lia0s. l0lols. next time ask ppl lobang. (:we going bedok jetty. i was quite pek chek when at dance, you are so harsh wib urs word. ohhs pls. i n0e i was slack, but didnt you n0e i stomach pain. you hab change is wad i can say. sigh ! tat time actually wan quarrel back, but i hold my breathe. gal, we been frenz so long, i dun wan lost our friendship, but i hope you change to e better. determination pays off ?! Labels: sense of happiness. Blogged @ 4:21 PM |
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Thursday, August 14, 2008♥ |
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HAPPI BDAE TO JIAN HUA ! todae, f&n going to veggies farm after school. thought of skipping it, but luckily i nvr. after school meet at foyer dhen go tgt. sleep at bus. too tired lers. e place was so far, like nid 45 mins. can see johor too. l0lols. its damn far. its near end of kranji or lim chu kang. reach lers, a guide take us tour and eat and smell e plant. some plants are so ..... no nice derhs. l0lols. but its fun, i enjoy myself. dhen went home bath and go down hawker. can someone change my life ?! Blogged @ 4:16 PM |
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008♥ |
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arghs ! i hate going school, almost late todae, yishi went school early without telling me. 2nd times lers. he reason was alway. she thought i know. i oso not god, how am i supposed to know. zzz. school was fine. poor QAD was forced to go cca. my dance release earlier dhen her. so nvr wait her and went home. i was tired. ): life was bored. anything better to do ?! wad exactly is love ?! Labels: boring life. Blogged @ 4:14 PM |
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008♥ |
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went to school as usual. i was tired, lack of sleep tis few days, panda eyes lers. ): reach home watch tv dhen play mahjong dhen went down hawker, everyday do same things. l0lols. isnt it bored ?! i wan go cycling. nth to do ! Labels: he will b my ? Blogged @ 10:10 AM |
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Monday, August 11, 2008♥ |
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ytd was so much fun, todae back to e square. a boring day, dunn0e wad to do, rotting at home. sigh ! gonna crazy ! Labels: bored of life ? Blogged @ 10:07 AM |
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Sunday, August 10, 2008♥ |
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recently , i was jus like a pig. sleep so long and sleep so much. zzz. todae, same as ytd. rotting at home. life is bored. sigh ! watch dvd dhen go down tnet help jianhua celebrate his early bdae. they order canadian pizza. its was nice. poor jian hua, everytime say eat ppl mother's curry chicken, and dunn0e who suggest buying JIN ZHEN TOU gib him eat, force him to eat. plus ice cream too. after tat, weitong anyhow anyhow feed ppl eat ice cream. l0lols. after tat, sing song and eat cake. stuipd jian hua feed me wib cake and make my face, its oily. so i make him back, dhen sui bian make ah qiang. l0lols. he so ke lian. shu shu take a piece of cake and smash into its face. l0lols. dhen he come make me. -.-'' wth l0rhs. hmmm. dhen go wash face, go up, kelvin make me again, plus MAKING MY HAIR ! omqqs. dhen i make him back, intend to make shu shu, but he run off. RAWR ! dhen at car park, me and kelvin chase after him, dhen when kelvin was not at attention, shu shu smash e cake on kelvin;s face again. poor thing. hahaas. but its was fun. after tat, went toilet wash my whole hair, its was oily andf got e tiramisu smell. zzz. after tat clean up and went home bath. dhen play mahjong and go down hawker awhile and went back home.     i look pathetic, dun i ?! How can you let go of something that was never even there to begin with Labels: Philophobia..the fear of love Blogged @ 12:15 PM |
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Saturday, August 9, 2008♥ |
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HAPPI BDAE SINGAPORE ! wake up ard 10 plus. i hab sleep for long. head very pain. ): sorrie to those ppl who i reject them on going out. i reali not feeling well. rotted at home till evening. dhen bath and go ah bee's hse. c0s they say there can see fireworks, i didnt wanna miss it. (: reach ah bee's hse, ah bao c0r and ask us go down. ah qiang say hawker oso can b able to see it, so went down. i was angry larhs, hawker there anything oso cant see ! sigh ! i was so heart pain l0rhs. ): first time i misss my fireworks. but nvm, it is fact. sobs. after tat, they going ride bicycle. at first wanna to go, but last minutes nvr go. no mood. there's a reason why but i shall not say it out. (: i jus wanna cry, i hope tis will b e last time i crying. sometimes. i jus dunn0e why my tears drop, my precious tears. ): thks ah wee larhs. he been consoling me. he words reali make me reflect alot of things, his golden words are reali reasonable. i am tired. going off sleep. zzz. man's tears are stubborness ghost's tears are love and reborn. Labels: raining tears. Blogged @ 11:55 AM |
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Friday, August 8, 2008♥ |
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yawn ! onli slept less dhen 4 hrs. play mahjong 1 round. dhen went bath. e atmosphere there was so zzz. so quiet and silent. a SILENT NIGHT KILL ! shu shu accompany home and we chatted awhile dhen he went back play mahjong. dhen i go bath. after bath, went gib key to kor. dhen went back home watch tv. shu shu come my hse and he fall asleep. dhen i keep on irritates him until he go out play mahjong again. l0lols. dhen i go bedroom took out my things and slept in living room as hair is wet. dhen watch tv till fall asleep. -.-'' dhen shu shu use kor key come in and wake me up. idiot him ! but i dun care, fall back sleep again. l0lols. in e end we both oso fall asleep. dhen kor they all play finish and come home. so noisy. dhen they say i snatch shu shu place to sleep so slept on e floor. dots. reali gone to my lala land so fast. i was tired marhs. and shu shu reali kiam pa derhs. when i sleeping on sofa, say i snatch his place, went sleeping on floor, ask me sleep back sofa. but didnt care. after mummy go work, went back room sleep. dhen woke up late go pasir ris. zzz. sorrie yishi and jiemin for waiting long. dhen went take mrt and coincidence. meet till alot ppl. help yishi and jiemin look after their bags, yishi phone nvr on silent dhen during assembly, its rings, so paiseh ! ask her on silent she dun wan, zzz. after tat, went white sand walk walk and actually meeting kelvin they all. but we too tired so took bus 21 home. first time took bus no. 21. dhen, we all fall asleep in bus, lucky wait up in time to alight. dhen change bus no.40 home bath and sleep. too tired to think anything. Labels: head pain Blogged @ 12:25 PM |
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The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core But hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find Your impossible to find This is not what I intended I always swore to you i'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may of failed But I have loved you from the start Ohhhh But hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I'm yours to keep And hold onto your words Cuz talk is cheap And remember me tonight When your asleep Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find Your impossible to find i like tis song ! its meaningful. and very nice. Labels: fall for you Blogged @ 12:15 PM |
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Thursday, August 7, 2008♥ |
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todae is MSS day. macpherson serve-in-style day. everyone was wearing home clothes. okay. our class themes is COUPLES wear. but in class. no body wear like couple. l0lols. during pe, quarrel wib teacher. so sux him. dun let us form our own group. and take laura lau as threatened, anyway, i didnt wish to quarrel, student always stand a lose. teacher will alway end up winning. meeting kelvin after tat at 3 plus so went home. dhen meet leonard yishi jiemin everlyn and kelvin at 7-11. kelvin cor shu shu and he say he going fareast, so we go on separate ways. they ask us wan go anot, but none of us wan, cos fareast guys will b bored plus e things there are kidda expensive. so we ate at long john. whoots. so nice e new meal, shall eat it again, (: dhen take mrt to plaza singapura. play arcade. dhen come to know something and i cried. thks darlingssssss for being there, you all are reali so sweet. after tat went walk walk dhen shu shu come find us. tgt, we took bus back chup lao. reach back there, went bridge and talk talk. mayb i was feeling down, i didnt wanna show out. thks jiemin tat day for toking to me. she pei me in thunder. l0lols. she cute and ask me went inside, as she nid go home too. but i say i wan b alone and bade her goodbye. after jiemin went home. shu shu come tok to me. we chat and chat, and its going to rain. so i say go play mahjong. l0lols. said wrong thing arhs ! so went home. on e way home, its raining and i walked in e rain. long time didnt walk lers. its fun and cold. shu shu try to pulled me in shelther but failed. hahaas, so he accompany walked in e rain too. i not sarcastic and hypocrite as you said, if you reali wan say i am, i hab nth to say. its hurt me deeply. sigh ! mayb i deserve all tis. i dunn0e wad things you hab said to ppl, but, pls stop it. hurt me no longer, although we not close. words still might hurt. evelyn and yishi, thks for console me and ur GOLDEN WORDS ! i will rmb it. i wun trust ppl easily again. when looking frenz, eyes open BIG BIG O.O ! Labels: stupid fool Blogged @ 11:59 AM |
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008♥ |
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went school. do e stupid survey after school. e survey soooo long. 3 hrs plus. -.-'' after tat, lazy went comtemp. so see basketball match awhile dhen go home. after tat, meet jiemin go down, actually dun wanna go down derhs. dhen tok tgt, dhen went home and sleep. i dread of losing frenz and scared of things might change. everything shall jus end. we are tired. i hab been a coward, hiding in a corner. now, things hab been peacefully settle ?! i guess so. hope history wun repeat itself. HUANG PEISHAN SHALL B BRAVE ! freedom is being redeem Labels: end of story. Blogged @ 11:38 AM |
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Tuesday, August 5, 2008♥ |
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woke up late,but lucky nvr late for school. going on cambodia trip on mid of oct. whoots ! i so happy. nth much happen in school, was boring. onli chemistry, teacher was angry wib us say we wanna protest him. first time see him so angry, scaryyyy. life was sux nowadays. mayb you are right, he is e most suffer as he is between us. all tis avoidable, since you say either he tok to one of us, e other will jealous. tat not reali true. i admit, i feel jealous, but i wun show out. i will jus go to another side and sit. mayb, i shall b e bad girl, b a coward, and stay at home to avoid all tis. its hurt 3 of us. deeply. its his decision he got to make. i noe he mayb b lost, mayb b stressed, but things hab come tis way, isnt it time to settle it until things get out of hand ?! now, things become more and more worst is because we dun wanna face it. all of us are jus avoiding tis. to him, i got a sense of guilt. to you, i got a sense of a betrayer. mayb, in LOVE, yes, there's no right or wrong. but think carefully, even LOVE is blind, even feeling are hard to control, do you think its right to hurt ppl ard you because of ur affection ?! LOVE should b happy and not sad and having problems like e way we are now. tis problems, i admit, i didnt handled it properly. if i able to say out e truth right from e start, mayb thing changes. mayb we dun hab to suffer so much. pursue happiness, hurting frenzship ?! i rather hab freznship dhen my happiness. i jolly n0e deep in my heart, he was confused too. he didnt wanna lost either one of us either as frenz or wad ever relationship. he feel bad, he think he was e cause, i not trying to say tat i understand him alot, but i guess tis wad he think. mayb sometimes i think too much and it tends to make e situation more and more worst. i intend to gib up as there are minor of chances and i dun wanna lose a frenzhip too. you understand ?! we shall not say who fault as its already happen, instead we can settle it right ?! its hurt seeing him so suffers. i believe you feel tat do, shall we do e best out of it and not making and causing him suffers so much again ?! by himself, he suffers more dhen both of us. mayb both of us are suffering now, mayb we hab drift apart, but i do realize tat we are not making any effort to amend e wrong, to reconcile wib each other. we jus avoid thus making things worst. i dunn0e wad can i do anymore. mayb doing nth is best. its wasnt up to me anymore, but to you. i deceive myself, i hurting myself for choosing to avoid and b a coward, i n0e i will regret, i willing to taking all blames. c0s, if i able to keep my unspoken affection, things wun b liddat anymore. you are right, we dunn0e wad will happen in future, so, we shall cherish every moment now. mayb tmr i kana bang by car i oso dunn0e. i wish to cherish everything now but not wait till its gone dhen regret, i believe you too. sigh ! but i jus wan you to noe. no matter wad happen, i b still there alway for you, regarding you as my closest dearest. i will pending for e day we get tgt and having fun tgt. sigh ! i sorrie for my mood ytd. but things hab come tis far, i dun wanna hurt you yet i dunn0e how face it anymore. i n0e you tired, same as any of us. ur msg are so sweet sometimes. i will nvr forget ur answer to my 15 seconds question. sense of sweetness filled my heart. its reali do, i'm sorrie as i rather b a coward. i jus feel like i was jus making e situation more worst. you hab to bear wib my childish, immature thinking, and i sorrie for tat. you been so understanding and caring. 爱一个人就让他自由. Labels: i hate e way thing now. Blogged @ 3:58 PM |
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Monday, August 4, 2008♥ |
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wee. now at school computer lab. so sian. morning assembly watch a racial harmony show. its was funny. (: i hab a good laugh ?! hahaas. after tat pe dance folk dance, its was so lame, i was paiseh while dancing. BLUSHING ! after recess is f&N, cook apple pie, but its was a failure tries. ): e result was sux ! lalala. going do work. alot homework to do todae. sigh ! although you say you dun like him, its look fake ?! mayb you can bluff us but not urself. it wun affect us even we like e same guy. we remain as close as before ?! shall we ?! gal, i will gib him up. there's no point holding on if his heart is thinking abt you ?! hahaas. dun worry, we b jus fine. no nid feel like you dunn0e how to face me as it not ur fault. cheer up and smile (: i miss e smile from urs. i dun wan b e gal who harm and took away ur smile. instead, let me b e one who caused you to smile. SAY CHEESE ~ (: 再大的痛,再多的伤,我都会默默去承受这一切. 我只想与你疯狂的在一起,永不分离. 如果, 他是属于我的,他会到我身边,如果他不属于我,无论我如何强求,他都不是我的. 我知道,每个人都该追求自己的爱情, 但我没有勇气了. If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be Destiny lies in our hands. Labels: i wan a rainbow Blogged @ 1:31 PM |
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Sunday, August 3, 2008♥ |
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i was awaken by my kor to go cycle, i sleep from morning till midnight. 13 hrs of sleep. i was hungry ! 2 days nvr eat. they intend went changi. its was far. ah bee so bad. dun let me sleep. suddenly, they sudden break, shu shu bang on my head and his handle on my back. awww, its was pain ): but i bear wib it cause dun wan spoilt mood. ah bee was tired. so in e end, i rode bicycle myself to changi ! my leg was aching. was tired. eat nasi lemak. was hungry but in e end, i jus eat half of e rice and an egg. e rest gib kor kor eat. was hungry but no appetite eat. because something. i admit i was very jealous and cry on e way there. but i will get used to it somehow. i will gib up him. and b e happy peishan (: after tat, went home, rode e same way, ppl lobang me as no more bike ): was sleepy. yawn ! ah wee lobang me go to rubbish factory inside. -.-'' my kor follow. it was funny. l0lols. after tat, change er zi lobang as e seat sit until butt pain pain. while er zi lobang, i fall asleep, yet again. ah bee wake me up. -.-'' thks er zi, he so ke lian, his body hab to keep still. after tat, ah wee lobang vic and ah qiang lobang me, went home, watch tv and fall asleep. i wanna ur answer to everything. rejection is mostly answer you will gib. i dun dare ask. as i n0e you say you dunn0e wad moght happen next time. sigh ! i dunn0e wad to do or say anymore, and i chose to bear e pain alone and gib you up. ): Should I Smile Because You're My Friend A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, Forget The Times You Walked By, When I Look At You My Heart Skips How Can You Be Friends With Someone My Heart Was Taken By You, As Part Of You Has Grown In Me, Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving Even when I pour my heart out to you, Sometimes it's hard to love someone I know in reality we can't be together, I was reborn when you first kissed me. You are always there for me 我的最爱. Labels: smile is always wanted. Blogged @ 3:56 PM |
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Saturday, August 2, 2008♥ |
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i fcuking tired. beat me. ytd went bedok jetty ! kor lobang me till east coast dhen change i ride bicycle. whoots. long time nvr ride bicycle alone. e feeling was great (: went there, tok to him. i wasn't very happy tat day. tongue of rumors was being spoken. i will be careful of wad i say to ppl.i dunn0e how ppl get to know my things. it was embarrassed. after tat rode home. i ride all e way back. reach home. was energetic. so ask ppl play mahjong. l0lols. play till half cant take it. so went swimming. lame, they all say okay reali okay except for kor. -.-'' went swimming and play. its was a pretty and memorable memories. thks and i will rmb it for life. after tat went eat and go home sleeepp. going b pig again (: When You Say I Love You Mean It Believe In Love At First Site To Fear Love Is To Fear Life Somewhere There's Someone Who Dreams Of Your Smile, Love Is Like Quicksand: Love Is Running Into His Arms Colliding If You Get A Chance To See Him, A guy and a girl can be just friends Life is only worth living once I could never regret loving you Love isn't all smiles and laughs Loving unconditional means Sometimes in love you must accept the fact that what makes the person True love is, when everything in the world is going wrong, Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning. 我回萧洒的撑过去.Labels: courage Blogged @ 3:43 PM |
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Friday, August 1, 2008♥ |
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school are sian. alway got e temptation not to go school. during F&N, experiment, dunn0e why cook till fire spark out. lucky teacher nvr see -.-'' my carrot wad chao ta. l0lols. i hab no mood in wad ever i do. after tat. went dance, after tat was tired. yawn ! i wan go cycle ! (: wan go sea side. There are times when I cant decide The weirdest thing happened the other morning... I'm not supposed to love you, You're not worth the tears, I'm sorry for crying over you, It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, Nothing hurts more than realising he meant Love is a precious gift that people You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh,
爱一个人好难. 我没有勇气再说'爱' 了. Blogged @ 3:38 PM |
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