♥ Every rose has its thorns, and its is posion

	Tuesday, March 31, 2009♥

	well, long time didnt able to post. as i was lazy. and i'm not at home most of e time. i was sick and tired of my hypocrite family. during my one week holiday, i thks my frenz for being there wib me. they spent quite alot money as they wanna cheer me up by taking me go fish prawns. well, e price was quite reasonable. it was enjoyable too ! whoots. i wan thanks my boyf lot. he is e one supporting me all e long. n0w, its a new start and i hope everything go well for us. i gonna b bored. as boyf working lia0s. sigh. i've done alot of wrong thing. and i felt sorry for last mintues drop out of SYF. but i was reali in no mood. well, see laura lau. she ask me go. but i n0e, deep down in my heart. i reali didnt wanna go. was feeling unwell tis few days. feel headache, stomach pain, vomitting. tis 2 weeks, i hab lost weight, my appetite was not good. sometimes 2 days onli eat 1 meal, and not a complete meal. n0w, i gonna work hard for my O ! jiay0u ! i can do it. i g0ing search my recipes for my pratical exams. Labels: hope everything go well Blogged @ 9:37 AM

	Saturday, March 14, 2009♥

	14th march today was a very unlucky day. quarrel wib parent till very fierce. well, they dun understand me. they are SIMPLY MONEY FACE ! simply UNREASONABLE ! fcuk it. i wonder how i hab tat kind of parent. i n0e, my mummy was tiring and hurt by me, i feel sorry for her. but i was too angry dhen. sigh. i dunn0e how am i going to slove all tis conflict wib my family. i didnt wanna go home again. it dun feel like a home. i hate e life i'm having n0w. i dunn0e why i become so hot temper. i reali dun understand, h0w will a parent angry till say they wun treat you as a daughter ?! i almost jump. luckily for my frenz out there for me. i'm tired and sick of my life. dear god, izzit it too much for me to bear ?! help me. i hate going home. i hate my family. my kor ! he not a good kor anymore, he jus a fcuker. no point treating him as my beloved. he change. till no one like him. but he didnt realise. temper so bad, so arrogant. ohhs pls, fcuk off wib tis type of attitude. all e attitude and character is i learn from you all one. so, indirectly is YOUR FAULT ! nvm, i gib up hope on my family. i'm simply too tired. and i'm not going to blog out our conservation, our quarrel betwwen me, my parent and kor as i'm too hurt by them. huang peishan gonna b dead. i wanna move out. i will find part time job, and move out once my income was stable. i dun mind being tired now. but i reali reali hate my home. 13th march friday night 13. wondering how unlucky will b. morning, forget bring tis and tat to school, forget do alot home work. even my maths test WAS HARD ! think i', gonna FLUNKED it again. skip dance as i reali stress out. i reali dunn0e wad to relieve myself. went boyf hse stay. 11th march skip school as i was sick. recently, i jus simply hab no mood. think ms wong gonna crazy 9th march having compre mid yrs exams. passage quite okay. onli some question are tricky. hope i did well. after tat, went dance. dhen meet boyf go eat after coming back from chalet. slept till night, was very tired. Labels: suicide was on my mind Blogged @ 10:12 PM

	Friday, March 6, 2009♥

	6th march went school. after tat dragon boat. it a WASTE OF TIME ! sun oso very hot ! sigh ! now currently blogging at chalet. gonna hab fun ! currently using yishi lap top to take pic. 5th march HAPPI BDAE TO HUANG WEI LONG ! my beloved kor. 21 yrs old lia0s didnt went school todae, overslept. or mayb no lessons and sians of school. bf scold me. angry me. c0s i broke my promise. sorry. went ah wee hse look for him after some conflict. dhen went nutc dhen yishi hse for mahjonging. dear was angry dunn0e for wad. sigh. at night almost say till break. i'm sorry dear. i didnt wanna lose you. i promise to keep my promise. i swear. 4th march didnt went school todae. over night at bf hse. morning went ah siang hse play mahjong. todae is his bdae. they play mahjong. at night, his mum brought alot food. but me and bf went down eat, as it was very strange. dhen went back help him cut cake. after tat, continue mahjong. 3rd march went school for intensive lessons ! sians ! sians ! 2nd march HAPPI BDAE TO YISHI ! she's old lia0s ! 17 ! hahahas, i still sweet 16 went school todae, having civil district trail. so sian ! walk so long. but at least, first time other dhen class photo, we took tgt. tis is e last yrs, yet we not bonding like one. after trail, went dance. tired of rolling !! roll roll roll, wanna vomit lia0s ! Labels: lasting long Blogged @ 3:32 PM

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	9th June 1992
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