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i'm still sick till todae, coughing and sneezing non-stop. well, one thing happen to my family ytd. my ah gong, was seriosly sick. he was being hospitalized and is dangerous in every minute. he vomitted blood, which is black and even he poo poo oso got blood. i didnt know till my kor told me ytd night. i rmb few days back, he ask me jus to go down buy coke for him, but i was reluctant. iecon was jus located at my hse downstair, yet i was so lazy. n0w, i feel bad. wad can i do to amend ? i dunn0e whether if i buy is correct or not. ytd morning, he told my father to take money from his bank ask him buy ciggeratte dhen e rest gib him. my father ask him why, he said, he wun b able to use it. i left for school, my kor and father left for work, and his alone at home. daddy was back 3 to 4 hrs later, and found him lying on the floor crawling. my father panicked and ask him wad he trying to do. my ah gong say, he wan to go 10th floor and jump down as e pain is too hard for him to endure. so my father called ambulance.todae, e hospital called say my ah gong in a dangerous state. yet, they haven even take x-ray for him. lots of medical check up will be done. but they say my ah gong stomach bleed and high sugar level, and kidney failure so he have to go on dialysis. but e problem was not solve easily as e doctor say due to e high sugar intake, dialysis for him is very dangerous. till todae, he was still vommit blood. but right n0w, he was feeling better and in a clear state. but sooner, he have to go for several operation. sigh, praying he will get through.as i was very emotional, i was crying when i went sleep ytd night. many thing flashback in my mind. although sometimes, i think tat my ah gong irritating, dirty or wad ever, but he reali treat me very good. giving me money when he got work. even though, he might did wrong in e past to his children, by when ppl are walking to their end of life, tat does not matter anymore, it jus hoping for him to stay alive. although we staying under one roof, we are close but not tat close. i'm a crybaby, i feel devastated. i'm going to visit him soon. i dun wan any regret to him in my life.life is fragile, you might not know when is ur turn walking toward to e end of life. treasure everything, before it suddenly disappear in ur life, and tat will b a life-ling regret. and wad you did after, it pointless and it cant make any amendments.O level is in 24 days time. yet, i'm not prepare. i did not feel e sense of urgency. i dunn0e why. sometimes, i feel like giving up. but i see my ah gong struggling to live in e hospital, it inspire me. my ah gong, use to gamble and cause their children cant go school, and i believe he regretted deep down in his heart, but it jus tat he no courage to say sorry. well, i know, he will encourage me to study hard and score well. i will try to.Labels: jiayou
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About me: i'm attached and being love deeply by my boyf. I enjoy freedom and easily being cheer up with jus sweeties ! 
