yeah, i am here to clear all spider web hanging ard my blog. didnt post for such a long time. partly bc0s of i am watching drama, lazy, not at home, and do bit of revision.

last thursday having my english oral. well, i was scared. i was e first. but e oral quite easy, jus tat i got too nervous and forgetting things i wanna say. but overall, i got confidence i will pass it ! well, i also gotten back my O lvl chinese. sigh. disappointment. well, cant blame anyone. who ask me before e exams still go out ton till falling asleep during it. get B3 for it. well, going retake. i fcuking hate it l0rhs. my teacher compare my result with one got C5 one. irritating. say i didnt go for intensive sop result so LOUSY ! wtf. get B3 still lousy. ass. she still tell mewaste my time, fcuk l0rhs. nvm, heart found a console by other teachers. i am persistance and determined to do well.

prelim start todae. and i going flunked my SS for sure. i leave my essay question out as i didnt bring my file home. sian ! tmr geography, gib up ! english was hard too. stressed out. but yet, i am still like jelly fish. i still alot everday. 15 hrs plus of sleep or more. sigh ! e more i sleep, e tired i am. wondering how am i going to do for my prelim.

and, i miss my sistax lots. they are my pillar of strength sometimes without i realising it. yeahs, i miss e laughter they brought me. i miss e past. i miss e funny act of huiying and yishi. sigh ! i promised, i will make time to go out.

well, qad and me was struggling. let's work hard. i swear, i will do my best and reali study chem and f&n as these two subject teacher are very nice and encouraging to me.

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