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last sat, went geylang eat dim sum. whoots so nice. when e food cames, we were all sntaching for it, except jiemin and me. shall i say tat we are retard. of c0s not. c0s my boyf took for me. hahaas. poor jiemin. hand still so short somemore. hohoho. but in e end. i took for her. when e waitress put down e food, we jiu snatch, like hungry ghost6 and ppl are laughing at us. well i dun mind, as we re having fun. after tat went buy beer. ohhs ya, when we were going off, we saw ang moh ! sooo fcuking handsome man ! me and yishin was like he was caughting all our attention. decided to went prawning but last minutes cancel and play mahjong instead. dhen went leonard hse sleep. ytd, was kor kor bdae. crystal was sweet by baking him a cheese cake. well, it wasnt my taste, but it was not badly done afterall. sincere tat counts right ? meet up wib usuals. ohhs my god. i reali miss them much. we ent out to eat. was chit chatting and having fun. my kor so bad. see crystal take cake come, jiu run away from it. -.-'' dhehn mahjong and home sweet home. my time table change again. -.-'' it reali sux now. monday and tuesday release late, while wed, thur and fri release early. whoots, so happy, my weight now onli 46.6kg. i grown thinner ! me already skeleton lia0s. i wanna grow fat. and, i nvr intend or purposely dun eat to have diet.todae, a frenz of my going navy lia0s. hahaas, BOTAK, wish him all e best arhs. well, recently, i'm struck between my good frenz. well, i didnt n0e sometime, she can be so fcuk, stealing ppl things. sigh. sometimes, my frenz oso told me tat she will make use of ppl. sometimes i feel like i'm stupid of letting others making use of me. e feeling sux. humphs, i oso dun mind much. forgive and forget make life easier.sigh, i did a wrong things todae. i skipped my mock exams. partly bc0s i'm drained out totally for running 10 mins non stop. laura lau is mad ! grrr. no offence. i haven been running for soo long. suddenly run, i feel like collapse down. head now very giddy and pain. sigh. she still say next week run 15 mins non-stop. how can i do tis ? she say we success bc0s our of our mind set. as well as our physical right ? -.-'' i think tmr i will kana scold like hell.my form teacher has been treating me good. she nvr probe so much abt our things. but i n0e she cares. i got a guilty feeling to some teachers they're so good, but simply, i dun help myself. i'm jus plain lazy. i wish to score well, but no motivation to work hard or study. wad shall i do ? i dun wan let everybody who hold hopes for me to b disappointed.boyf and me is alright now. my teacher told us to put relationship aside. but i think, sometimes my relationship did affect me afterall. but, i guess, boyf is understanding and try to bear of not quarreling.well, stop here. my head very pain. gonna hab a nap. Labels: sense of guilt
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About me: i'm attached and being love deeply by my boyf. I enjoy freedom and easily being cheer up with jus sweeties ! 
