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14th marchtoday was a very unlucky day. quarrel wib parent till very fierce. well, they dun understand me. they are SIMPLY MONEY FACE ! simply UNREASONABLE ! fcuk it. i wonder how i hab tat kind of parent. i n0e, my mummy was tiring and hurt by me, i feel sorry for her. but i was too angry dhen. sigh. i dunn0e how am i going to slove all tis conflict wib my family. i didnt wanna go home again. it dun feel like a home. i hate e life i'm having n0w. i dunn0e why i become so hot temper. i reali dun understand, h0w will a parent angry till say they wun treat you as a daughter ?! i almost jump. luckily for my frenz out there for me. i'm tired and sick of my life. dear god, izzit it too much for me to bear ?! help me. i hate going home. i hate my family. my kor ! he not a good kor anymore, he jus a fcuker. no point treating him as my beloved. he change. till no one like him. but he didnt realise. temper so bad, so arrogant. ohhs pls, fcuk off wib tis type of attitude. all e attitude and character is i learn from you all one. so, indirectly is YOUR FAULT ! nvm, i gib up hope on my family. i'm simply too tired. and i'm not going to blog out our conservation, our quarrel betwwen me, my parent and kor as i'm too hurt by them. huang peishan gonna b dead. i wanna move out. i will find part time job, and move out once my income was stable. i dun mind being tired now. but i reali reali hate my home. 13th marchfriday night 13. wondering how unlucky will b. morning, forget bring tis and tat to school, forget do alot home work. even my maths test WAS HARD ! think i', gonna FLUNKED it again. skip dance as i reali stress out. i reali dunn0e wad to relieve myself. went boyf hse stay. 11th marchskip school as i was sick. recently, i jus simply hab no mood. think ms wong gonna crazy9th march
having compre mid yrs exams. passage quite okay. onli some question are tricky. hope i did well. after tat, went dance. dhen meet boyf go eatafter coming back from chalet. slept till night, was very tired.Labels: suicide was on my mind
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About me: i'm attached and being love deeply by my boyf. I enjoy freedom and easily being cheer up with jus sweeties ! 
