i was awaken by my kor to go cycle, i sleep from morning till midnight. 13 hrs of sleep. i was hungry ! 2 days nvr eat. they intend went changi. its was far. ah bee so bad. dun let me sleep. suddenly, they sudden break, shu shu bang on my head and his handle on my back. awww, its was pain ): but i bear wib it cause dun wan spoilt mood. ah bee was tired. so in e end, i rode bicycle myself to changi ! my leg was aching. was tired. eat nasi lemak. was hungry but in e end, i jus eat half of e rice and an egg. e rest gib kor kor eat. was hungry but no appetite eat. because something. i admit i was very jealous and cry on e way there. but i will get used to it somehow. i will gib up him. and b e happy peishan (: after tat, went home, rode e same way, ppl lobang me as no more bike ): was sleepy. yawn ! ah wee lobang me go to rubbish factory inside. -.-'' my kor follow. it was funny. l0lols. after tat, change er zi lobang as e seat sit until butt pain pain. while er zi lobang, i fall asleep, yet again. ah bee wake me up. -.-'' thks er zi, he so ke lian, his body hab to keep still. after tat, ah wee lobang vic and ah qiang lobang me, went home, watch tv and fall asleep.

i wanna ur answer to everything. rejection is mostly answer you will gib. i dun dare ask. as i n0e you say you dunn0e wad moght happen next time. sigh ! i dunn0e wad to do or say anymore, and i chose to bear e pain alone and gib you up. ):

Should I Smile Because You're My Friend
Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?

A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.

Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend
, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend

When I Look At You My Heart Skips
A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean
A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted
On Something I Knew I Could Never Have

How Can You Be Friends With Someone
If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes
You Want Them Even More?

My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You And Now
Is In Pieces Because Of You

As Part Of You Has Grown In Me,
Together Forever Shall We Be,
Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving
someone if your heart still does.

Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone
because you're so afraid of losing them

I know in reality we can't be together,
so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...
in my dreams you're mine forever.

I was reborn when you first kissed me.
Part of me died when you left me.
But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.

You are always there for me
and so you give me the courage to stand alone.

goodbye my love,
我的最爱.

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